My dream job has come up today. I found it on a job board and I am frozen. I am so axious I feel ill and shaky. What if I apply and I fail? It would crush me! I would feel so defeated.
I have been offered this same job 2 times in the past without even applying for it. I had been asked to work for the top two companies in Edmonton, yet I feel like I would not be good enough here. I cant tell you what an extra 70-85K would make. We're talking a maid for crying out loud. I feel like if I am sucessful in getting this job, we would be set for LIFE. My first real career. I feel sick with worry about failing.
My journey through a program for people who have been affected by other people who are addicts.
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